I want to write this down before I forget. I could have a post going "oh gorgeous morning, gorgeous run" - but that wouldnt be true. It would also be disrespectful to my training, and moreover, to myself. In the mundane routine of the everyday, we sort of lose touch with ourselves. I have been very distracted since my 16 miler on Monday. The focus has been missing. I choose to sacrifice a few hours of sleep, just so I can have those couple of hours to myself, because it is very important for me to know the answers to my questions. I rely on the darkness of the night to provide some comfort, and some solace. This city is just too noisy at all the other hours of the day.
I have had an exceptionally frustrating morning. After a very very restful sleep last night, I woke up and just.did.not.feel.it. There was a mental and physical barrier that I was not able to cross - very disappointing. It is not the miles, it is so much more than that. I need to remember that it is not my responsibility to keep everybody else happy.
6.4 blech miles this am.
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