Of Masochism and the idiotic....

I think I am a masochist after all.

Why else would I *choose* - for me atleast - difficult endeavors? The easy? *shrug*; it bores me.

Some people can run/workout for just a few miles and call it a day and feel good. Me? Oh no, I need to run long, longer and even the short has to leave me breathless and wrecked. Only then do I appreciate the reward afterwards.

I generally think I am a lazy person. I really truly want things to be easy. And I go so far as to think things should be easy. But they never are, atleast not for me.

Therefore, the conclusion must be that I dont want easy things in life after all because I continue to do things that are hard, and I would go as far as to say that it flies in the face of good sense. Hmm...then I guess masochist is just a fancy word for idiot. Which is how I feel most of the times anyway...

An easy 75 minutes 15kms. 80 seconds of wall sits!