Friday, August 1, 2008

New month, new day...

My mind was so negative this morning. Many people run when they are negative or angry. Since I rarely get angry, I will have to say I run better when I am happy. This morning however, I woke up being a crusty crab. I dont know why, but sometimes even I have one of those days. Will run 3-4 miles at some point this afternoon - I stayed put in bed this morning - did.not.want.to.move!

Here are some thoughts about God as I see it - I feel stronger in my faith, mainly because I am not in denial about *anything* - my morning conversations and confessions have gone a long way in giving me much needed peace.

If I can talk to God when I run and He helps me run better, then what is holding me back from talking to Him about EVERYTHING? If He can make me a strong runner, He can make me a better, more loving and caring human being with more patience. He can make me a great partner and daughter instead of just a good one. He has never stopped short of answering my prayers and has certainly restored some of my lost faith. I owe it to Him to talk to Him about everything.

I will do just that. I know my life will be better because of it. I will commit to that, and praying every single week. If I can commit to running 6-7 times a week, I can certainly give back 1 hour a day to say thank you and learn as much as I can about God, and how life was meant to be.

Hope you can find some peace and prayer that works for you. God bless!

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